you're building a case against me,
prosecutor, judge and jury?
we've had this conversation in your head
because i wasn't there you made up what i said
or what i would have said? you know me so well
you've how i am and how i'm going to heaven knows
we've never had this conversation
should i be calling it a condemnation
because your not listening to me
chorus:
so[na na na na na]
that's all i'm gonna say
[na na na na na]
you've made up you're mind anyways
[na na na na na]
there's nothing i can do
so [na na na na na]
coulddn't we be friends if not for you
i feel like the teacher from charlie brown
all you hear is that wah wah wah sound
maybe i'm a pokemon pikachu
that's what comes out when i'm talking to you
you're a crusader,you've made me your fight
your superhero name is mr. right
instead of trying to understand
you tell all your friends how wrong i am
you're not listening to me
[chorus]
can't we be friends why does it
end before a word is even heard
i look at you, your attitude
why can't you see that it's not me
oops, i did it again, i see
the person i'm talking about is me
assuming you're the enemy
in the crosshairs of my verbal uzi
no matter who wins,we both choose
no matter who starts,we both choose
to keep it going on, and on and on...
but lets start listening and see
chorus 2:
[la la la la la]
[la la la la la]
sorry that it got this way
[la la la la la]
next time i won't let it stew
[la la la la la]
It all comes down to this
You take your best shot, might miss
You take it anyway
You're gonna make your move today
Got the will, you'll find the way
To change the world some day
Grab this moment before it's gone
Today's your day
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
It's on and on
It's on and on
It's on and on
Today's your day
So c'mon bring it on
And the view will never change
Unless you decide to change it
Don't feel like it today
Just show up anyways
And though life will take you down
It only matters if you let it
Get up, go through, press on
Today's your day
Chorus
(echo) Bring it on
And though you want to quit
Don't think you can get through it
You've come to far to walk away
It's not gonna be today
And no matter how you feel
It's what you do that matters
This is your moment to be strong
Today's your day
Chorus
And no matter how you feel
It's what you do that matters
It's your moment to be strong
Today's your day
Chorus
couldn't we start over me and you
I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but what I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Lalalalalalalalalalalala
Monday, March 27, 2006
Some poems that I wrote
Best Friends
This is dedicated to my best friend Carrie. Carrie, thank you so much for all ways being there for me and always listening to all my problems. You’re the best!
In a land far away and a time long ago, there lived two very good friends,
They could talk for hours and not be bored.
They could write pages upon pages to each other and still have plenty to say.
Both of them dearly loved the Lord.
Both were very different, yet very similar,
Both were tall, though on was blonde and one brunette,
Both of them were sharp, though one had blue eyes, and the other brown.
One was pale, the other tan, they would not be the same if they had never met.
One liked horses the other dolphins,
One liked pink and black the other blue, and green
One liked cold the other hot,
But they would go to see each other, even if one had the flu!
These to girls still are good friends even if one did move away.
They are still very close and travel to go see the other when it’s their birthdays.
They both gave each other so many things to laugh about, to cry about, and to talk about/
So go say thanks to your best friend today!
The Child Up On the Cliffs
Her salty tears streamed down her face, as she thought
of the day her father went away.
Her short blonde hair mixes with the wind as she
bluebell eyes filled once again.
Wiping them away she sits upon a rock staring at the
sea, thinking of that day.
There had been a thick fog and a light rain when he
left.
He had kissed her mother and hugged her and told them
not to worry.
"The days go by fast at sea." He had said, "I'll be
back in no time at all."
He gave them each one last hug then he left in a
scurry.
The days had gone by slowly like a snail caught in
mud.
Finally a letter came telling a tale quite unheard of.
There was a horrible wind and a dreadful hurricane,
That gas caught the good ship "Sailor's Dove."
Tossed and turned for two whole days till at last the
storm relented.
During this fray the captain had been thrown over the
side.
Only one man was brave enough to drive among the waves
to save his commander.
They could not find that man even though they tried.
They searched the sea in hope; they searched the lower
decks,
They searched the shore in hope he had been washed a
shore.
They found his bruised body lying on the ground.
But he was no more.
And here is the truth in whole.
For many people has lost someone dear to them.
And even some that haven't is still to be treasured.
For anyone who understands your pain is a true gem.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Yesterday
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Narnia Music Video
http://adisney.go.com/disneypictures/narnia/index.html
today I think Mom might be taking us to go shopping for my Dad's birthday. (It's tomorrow. Happy brithday Dad!) Elaine had a fever and was throwing up yesterday, but she seems to be doing better today. For Dad's birthday we're going to this place call Cheese Burger in Paradise. Sounds like a fun place. On Friday all of us are going to ger up at six thirty IN THE MORNING to go down to PA Philly! I think we might be going to a museum of some kind. Which is cool. I need to run. Hope everyone is doing ok!
Carrie are you still sick?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Quiz (Boy I haven't posted one of these in a while
You're The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe!
by C.S. Lewis
You were just looking for some decent clothes when everything changed
quite dramatically. For the better or for the worse, it is still hard to tell. Now it
seems like winter will never end and you feel cursed. Soon there will be an epic
struggle between two forces in your life and you are very concerned about a betrayal
that could turn the balance. If this makes it sound like you're re-enacting Christian
theological events, that may or may not be coincidence. When in doubt, put your trust
in zoo animals.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
For my friends
Friday, March 17, 2006
Tomorrow
Happy saint Patrick's Day!!
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
For my friends
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Annalee and Eric
Who's there?
annalee, annalee who?
Annalee's got a ring! (Guess who it's from?)
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
My life as it stand right now
Nono
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Tomorrow
Monday, March 06, 2006
I was kind of bored so I...
That's all folks!
Sunday, March 05, 2006
100 Posts! :b
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Lady Winter
Lady Winter
Lady Winter sits on her throne in the ice palace hall.
Her hair is like the dove’s feathers.
Her eyes like deep dark pools.
Her skin is as white as snow.
Her dress folds out before her like water is of a brilliant blue.
The staff that lies at her side is topped with a jewel outshines that stars.
The white tigers that sit at her side are quietly looking at each other ready to pouch at anyone who is unwelcome.
The snowy owls that sit on the windowsills look up at the moon in reverence.
A single, white rose in the center of a banner flutters in a dance with the night’s dancers.
The cold wind blows in, slightly shaking slightly the ice daggers that drip off of the monuments.
The lone wolf sings it song to the moon for everyone to hear.
Lady Winter listens, deep in thought.