Sunday, September 10, 2006

A peom that I wrote but haven't named yet

I fall down, but no one picks me up.

I cry, but no one wips the tears away.

I call out, but darkness is the only response.

I feel so alone in this world of sin.

I'm drowing, but no ones there to save me.

I'm burning, but no ones there to put out the flames.

I'm drinking the poison, and no ones there to stop me.

But then again, I struck the match, I broke the dam, and I poured the poison.

It's all my fault, and I know it.

I feel so all alone. But that's because I am.

Tears roll down my face. I'm feel so cold. I'm alone in this prison.

Faces appear in the darkness, hallow and cold.

Is that how my faces looks.

"Help!" I cry. I cry. "I need to get out of here."

I see a light.

Were does it lead? I don't know.

"Come to me my child.' a voice says.

"I can't !" I scream.

'I love you, trust me.'

"How can you love me." I cry. "I'm an evil person. I'm mean, I'm cruel and selfish! How can you love me?"

'I love you because your mine.'

The light reaches out father, eging me to step in the light.

'I can't!' I scream.

'I love you.'

"You can't!'

"ButI'm just a stone!" I yell. "Please! Go find yourself a gem, some one who deserves your love!"

'Nobody does. Nobody deserves my, but I give to you.'

'Why me?!'

'Its a gift.'

"But why should into stepinto the light." I start to run. I'm afraid. I want to leave this darkness but I don't want some one else to do it for me.

'Because the you wont have to run anymore. Because I can heal your deepest hurts. Because I love you. All you have to do is yes.'

I stumble and fall. I tried to ignor the voice, but it warmth spoke to me agian,

'Its not a leap of faith because I'll cath you.'

I want to run. I want to go back, and I don't know why.

Why should I run away from love?

why should I not put down the poison?

Why should I not swimto the top?

Why should I not step put of the fire?

I take a deep breath.

I take a step.

And run to the love which heals, which comforts me, which cares for me, which erases my past, and leads me home.

And in my joy I hear my father says to me. "You are a gem."

3 comments:

Beccah said...

That is a great post.

WHOOT NOELLE!

Justin said...

wow thats an awsome poem. I like it. keep up the excellent writings!

An exceptional being said...

Whoot girl! That is awesome.